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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 1, 2009 16:34:58 GMT -5
holly was sobbing so hard and so much that she didnt recognize the voice. she just answered anyway. i lost my best friend. forever. and he doesnt care. i didnt even get to tell thin i loved him she sobbed some more. she honestly couldn't believe what had happened.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 1, 2009 16:41:04 GMT -5
Leaning against the tree after throwing the second rock he closed his eyes, his mind began to drift onto what she was going to say or how she would react to him being so normal with her after their shouting fit at each other.There was only one way to find out and here he was testing his luck.The warm rays of the sun shone against his face as his eyes were closed, giving him a sense of relaxtion.As soon as his best friend replied his eyes shot open, fully.His jaw dropped much like it had previously and he almost fell to the ground with an overwhelming feeling of emotion.This time though, he wasnt going to let the moment pass.He stopped leaning against the tree "well..im not so sure that he doesnt care.." he started and began to crawl around the tree to the side that she was on, finally he had reached her.Brandon put his hand on the side of her face, wiping her tears away as his deep brown eyes met hers."because im pretty sure that he loves you too.." he then said, quietly and passionatley.His soft lips edging closer to hers as they locked.He embraced her and allowed the kiss to linger a while before he pulled away."i guess he was just too late though.." he then said and stood up, holding his hand out to help her up "you never lost your best friend, he just lost you.." he replied.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 1, 2009 16:45:30 GMT -5
holly saw him and her eyes widened. but when he kissed her, she got feelings she never got with seth. she wasnt sure if that was a good or bad thing. holly grabbed his hand and stood up. but if i never gave him the option.....he never would have taken it. she looked into his deep brown eyes and held onto his hand tightly.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 1, 2009 16:50:28 GMT -5
Kissing hollywood was probably the best thing he had ever experienced in his life.Not only did he love her but she now knew how he felt, which was pretty relieving to get off his chest.She finally knew, no holding back.Before when they had kissed it all seemed to go by so fast but now, it was slow, steady and true.The way he felt about her was out in the open , no going back now.when the blonde touched his hand, he tingled from head to toe.Unsure of what to do because she could no longer be his, she belonged to some seth guy that he didnt know of.Jealousy would most likely get the better of him but for now he was trying his hardest to accept it."you're right.." he replied and bit his lower lip when she squeezed his hand "i suppose you benefited him, in the sense that you now know how he feels and how he has felt about you for years.." he smiled, speaking in third person was a hell of a lot easier than flat out admitting he loved her.It really was helping him to get through it all, knowing that she belonged to another.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 1, 2009 16:57:54 GMT -5
holly continues to look into his eyes. her eyes, however, were still wet from crying. but why would he hide it for so long? why couldnt he have just told me. wouldnt he know id never let him fall? she looked down away from his eyes and kicked the ground. i just dont understand. she whispered as she shook her head.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 1, 2009 17:02:31 GMT -5
Brandon returned the gaze into Hollys eyes, her beautiful eyes.The eyes he could stare into for hours and still be amazed at, though now they were upset, she had obviously been crying a lot which made him fill up with guilt because he had been so harsh with her previously but maybe it was a good thing, not because he liked seeing her upset but because she had finally got him to speak his mind.Something he struggled with entirely."maybe he is just too scared to share his emotions, because he is supposed to play the cool guy act... and if he were to admit what he felt he probably thought he would get kicked in the ass.." he said with a small sigh as he looked to the ground just like she did, he smiled when she kicked the floor "but now he-- i feel stupid, because i should have just told you and not let you fall for someone else, i should have fought..i should have been there.." he closed his eyes.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 1, 2009 17:10:43 GMT -5
holly closed her eyes as she continued to shake her head. she suddenly got very tierd. she threw her self against him, and wrapped her arms loosely around him. she also suddenly got really weak. she felt her legs and her entier body shaking. she whispered no.[/b[ thats all she could manage to say.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 1, 2009 17:12:41 GMT -5
About to continue Brandon saw her fall towards him, she wrapped her arms around his body and he supported her with his arms.He wasnt sure if there was something wrong or if she was just tired, or it was just an overly dramatic hug.Either way he felt it best to keep his arms around her and make sure she stayed on her feet."hol.." he started in a concerned tone "whats wrong, are you ok?"
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 1, 2009 17:14:53 GMT -5
just hold me. close. she whispered. as she tightened her arms around him. please, thats all i need. she said, she voice still weak. she was still feeling week aswell.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 1, 2009 17:20:54 GMT -5
It felt like she was teasing him.Hugging him and holding him close like this when he knew he couldnt have her was heartbreaking but he knew she wasnt doing it on purpose that wasnt how she worked.She was neither manipulative or cunning.She was just holly.That was what he loved about her, how together she was, how she was always herself around everyone."i'll do whatever you want me to do.." he whispered in response as he held onto her, he didnt know what was wrong with her but still, the fact that he could be this way with her wasnt a downside.
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