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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 13, 2009 14:08:44 GMT -5
holly put her hand on his. i swear to you, i will never hurt you. not ever. she looked in his eyes speaking truthfully.
[[this is before angelwood]]
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 13, 2009 16:47:42 GMT -5
Brandon looked straight at her, feeling her hand on his sent tingles down his spine but he ignored them, tried to push them to the back of his mind."but what you dont understand is.." he paused and continued staring into her eyes "you already are" he said, bluntly.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 13, 2009 16:52:28 GMT -5
holly looked at him and felt her heart drop. was she really that bad? how? atleast tell me that. is it seth? she bit her lip, and yet she still did not let go of his hand.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 13, 2009 17:19:43 GMT -5
His eyes stayed focused on her, he wasnt looking away this time."yeah, you say you love me...but you say you love him, i dont get you" he replied.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 13, 2009 17:25:00 GMT -5
holly looked down and sighed. theres a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. im in love with seth, i think...but you, i know i am in love with you but i also really love you. she shook her head. im sorry, thats so confusing.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 13, 2009 17:27:29 GMT -5
Brandon nodded, agreeing with the fact that it was confusing.He didnt know what she was trying to say to him, he didnt know what she wanted from him and more importantley he couldnt handle it.He loved her, simple..why couldnt it just be that simple? "yeah, that was confusing, i just dont understand this whole situation..its fucked up hollywood." he replied.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 13, 2009 17:33:46 GMT -5
i knwo it is brandon. im sorry. maybe it was just best that i just kept the whole thing to my self. she said. she still didnt let go of him, she didnt want to. there was something about him that....she couldnt put her finger on it...but...he made her feel like shes home.
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Post by brandon carter on Apr 13, 2009 17:36:29 GMT -5
He didnt move his hand.He wanted to.But he couldnt.Only because being so close to her made him have a feeling he couldnt express with words, he longed to be able to hold her and touch her hand whenever he pleased, to kiss her lips.Why couldnt she just be with him? "well if you did that wouldnt you be lying to yourself...and me?" he replied.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Apr 13, 2009 17:46:46 GMT -5
holly sighed. why did things have to be so complicated. yes but...i just think it would have been easier. that way. she started to get up, finally taking her hand off his.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Apr 13, 2009 17:48:21 GMT -5
"to lie to me?" he asked watching her go to leave, for what seemed like the hundreth time today."you know if you really want to go im not stopping you this time, i'm sick of chasing after something thats unavailable to me" he sighed.
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