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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 22, 2009 11:58:43 GMT -5
the black keys never looked so beautiful a perfect rainbow never looked so dull and the lights are out but theres still a bright glow,oh
She sighed as she picked up her guitar.The song sounded way better on piano but instead she would sing acapella and add guitar where it would be in the original version.This was the first song she'd written in a billion years,so she hoped it wasnt rusty on anything.Then she began to play click -please change all hers to hims ect- Mikayla felt things change as soon as gossip girl had came out.That little life-ruining bitch.She needed to hunt her done and shoot her brains out.Angel meant nothing to her.He just saved her life and she was lonley.Everybody gets lonley.But she would've rather died than have seen that sad look on Joesph's face when he confronted her. You dont even give a fuck,do you?! We're ENGAGED MIKAYLA.FUCKING ENGAGED. she imagined him slapping her,but she knew he would never hurt her physically WE HAVE TWO KIDS,MIK?! But you NEVER CARED.Not when we were dating!! You kissed other guys all the time.Never fucking cared she'd let the tears fall and simply whispered she was tired over and over again,then he'd walked out the door of their small two-bedroom house for a few hours. Mikayla had no idea in hell what he was off doing,but the many possibilities roamed her mind and made her shudder.She wanted to know,but then was afraid. She played with the engagement ring on her finger.He still meant so much.Mikayla was a celebrity,and you heard about those scandals all the time,but she never thought something this painful would happen to her.She began to play the song again,trying to face facts.He was going to leave her! She felt her phone virbrate.It was her mom,Ana. "Honey"she said,"Are you sure everything's okay with you and joesph? you've been having me watch Amethyst and Aiden a lot lately" Mikayla smiled at the thought of her twin toddlers.Aiden,with his curly brown hair and big brown eyes,looking so much like his father,and yet so different [frankiej] And Amethyst,with her already long black hair and suntanned skin,her brown eyes and the cute little gap she had.But yikes,she had an awful lot of baby fat.She'd need to take her outside more. "Yeah Mom,"she said into her sidekick."Everythings fine." and she quickly ended the call,before the tears came.She played her song again.Hearing something but she wasn't sure what.When she was done,she looked up at someone.That someone was him the one she was drawn to.He could turn her on and off like a lightswitch.He was so perfect,and so sexy when he was angry.But she knew he was wayy too angry for sex,and she said not a word to him,wanting him to speak first.
( NOTES )--it sucked.but ily sam ( OUTFIT ) coming soon ( TAG ) abbi as JOESPH ADAM JOHNSON ( HEADER ) banner coming soon.and the lyrics are black keys by the jonas brothers ( YOURE THE VOICE ) listening to black keys by the jonas brothers
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Post by abbi on Jun 29, 2009 22:26:07 GMT -5
ever since you left i've been a mess , - - you wont answer your phone . joe had had a lot on his mind lately. mainly mikayla. that stupid movie. that stupid guy. but mikayla? she should've known better. she shouldnt've done what she had. he thought she'd loved him. well, well. what a fucking lovely way to show your love, he thought to himself. engaged? he was engaged to this...thing. and she'd went off, and slept with another guy because she was lonely?! what was going to happen when he had to go visit family, or had to go out, and conduct business? was she just going to get lonely, and decide to look that other guy up again. oh boy, that'd also been weighing on his mind. he didn't want to lose her. no matter how much he hated her now. he wasn't sure about anything. had she even actually ever cared about him? or was it all fake? was he not good enough to have her attention? two hours, and now, she was pregnant with some other guys kid? how would she like it if he just went off, when she was shopping one day, and fucked some cute little random slut? oh, yeah, real nice. like he'd ever be able to do that. especially because, even with all of the problems, he was still madly, irrevocably, and undyingly in love with mikayla. ughhh, he groaned, at himself, no one around, and rolled his eyes. the beach's soft, squishy sand ran between his feet, and ahead of him, looking up, he caught his breath, as he also caught site of her. he didn't want this right now. he didn't want to talk to her, or deal with her. but he did. he wanted to walk up, and hug her.he wanted to hold her. he wanted to kiss her. she was his fiancee. and only his. he wasn't ready to give up, nor, was he ready to sit down and quit. joe wore a pair of worn, levi jeans, and a black dress shirt. no shoes. he'd left them in his car, parked up on the dock. his hands stuck in his pocket, his mind telling him to turn and run, but his feet pounding forward. til he stopped, and just stood, staring at her. wondering what there even was to say. did she even still want to be with him?
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 29, 2009 22:39:09 GMT -5
the black keys never looked so beautiful a perfect rainbow never looked so dull and the lights are out but theres still a bright glow,oh
Mikayla bit her lip,completely unsure what to say,what to do.She had another flashback of the last thing he'd said,or yelled at her.She then muttered "Er..hi..joe.." looking at him once more,and standing,brushing the sand off her knee-legnth shorts.She tucked a stand of auburn hair behind her ear,four rings visible on her.The engagement ring on her finger of her left hand,the promise ring on the right.Their two purity rings around her neck.She suddenly felt cold,but far from lonley.She was oh-so scared and knew he was angry but she still took a couple steps closer to him."Can we just talk about this,please,joesph...please?" the second please coming out in whisper.Mikayla looked at him,her big brown eyes pleading him.She bit her lip,hoping he would say yes.She took another cautious step forward,fearing he was like bird,get to close and they would fly away.
( NOTES )--it sucked.but ily sam ( OUTFIT ) coming soon ( TAG ) abbi as JOESPH ADAM JOHNSON ( HEADER ) banner coming soon.and the lyrics are black keys by the jonas brothers ( YOURE THE VOICE ) listening to black keys by the jonas brothers
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Post by abbi on Jul 6, 2009 20:32:46 GMT -5
ever since you left i've been a mess , - - you wont answer your phone . joe looked up at her, and then averted his gaze, once more. "there's really nothing to talk about,"he said, looking away, and gritting his teeth as he finished her name "mikayla." he didn't want to be rational, like he always was. he wanted time to be hurt. to be angry with her. he thought surely he did deserved that much. he bit his full bottom lip, and the inside started to bleed. he could taste the warm blood, and the easy flow, as it went through his mouth. he gulped, and looked at her. his hand fidgeted, as he tried to get his mind off of her. his hands began moving, one through his hair, and one, he found, began turning the ring on his finger..."here," he muttered, walking towards her, and flinging back the ring, waiting for her reaction. any reaction...
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jul 6, 2009 20:49:55 GMT -5
the black keys never looked so beautiful a perfect rainbow never looked so dull and the lights are out but theres still a bright glow,oh
"But you dont even know what when on!"mikayla cried in exasperation,she sighed,"i just need to tell you what happened."she added,feeling heartbroken.he'd never been this angry with her,but he did have a right.but he still didn't know she'd had a concussion.damn gossip girl,mikayla was through working for her,the bitch! and as soon as she found out who it was,as soon as she learned the identity.they were dead.ruined.fin.she felt a stab of pain,from anger,from heartbreak.Then he took of his ring,and threw it off somewhere in the sand.what the fuck? this was the worst thing that had ever happened to her.worse than when her father died,worse than being shot by a puffin hunter.She was loosing her one true love,and this was just one big misunderstanding."What-Joe-It was-Angel doesnt mean anything.Just give me one chance to tell you what went down"she said,a few tears escaping the corners of her eyes as she felt angered and hurt by his action.Her hand went to her ring,shoving it tighter around her left hand's ring finger.She couldnt let it end,she wasn't ready to give up on this.
( NOTES )--it sucked.but ily sam ( OUTFIT ) coming soon ( TAG ) abbi as JOESPH ADAM JOHNSON ( HEADER ) banner coming soon.and the lyrics are black keys by the jonas brothers ( YOURE THE VOICE ) listening to black keys by the jonas brothers
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Post by joesph adam johnson on Jul 19, 2009 17:21:31 GMT -5
ever since you left i've been a mess , - - you wont answer your phone . he looked at her with a scowl on his face. "what is there to explain mikayla?" he yelled at her. he sighed angrily and ran his fingers through his hair. "what else is there to say except the obvious that you lie and cheat" he said angrily. he shook his head. he couldnt believe her. how could she do this to him?! to their family?! what happened to them being in love, to him being the only guy she needed. now she wanted to think about their relationship? why couldnt she think about them before she started cheating on him! he didnt understand her at all, he didnt know her anymore. "angel doesnt mean anything?!" he began. "angel doesnt mean anything?1" he repeated louder. "what the fuck is that supposed to mean, angel doesnt mean anything! he obviously did if you did what you did with him." he yelled. "is that supposed to make me feel better or something?! because it really doesnt mikayla!" he finished. he didnt even know why he bothered talking to her anymore. then he remembered, he was still in love with this girl. he thought she had felt the same way. he sighed and looked down, how could she do this to us he wondered angain.
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jul 19, 2009 17:29:36 GMT -5
the black keys never looked so beautiful a perfect rainbow never looked so dull and the lights are out but theres still a bright glow,oh
"STOP FUCKING YELLING AT ME!"Mikayla screamed at him."Do you know? No,all you know is what Gossip Girl fucking blabbed."she said,sobbing again,tears running down her cheeks."I WAS FUCKING RAPED,okay? RAPED! I HAD A CONCUSSION!"she choked on another sob."Im SORRY,if you want to keep yelling at me because your hurt,or you hate me,but its not my fault.so you cant put the blame on me."she muttered,still crying."ill just go,because even though i love you,since you dont love me its just going to keep hurting"and then she turned,walking back to the palm tree she'd been sitting under to get her guitar
( NOTES )--it sucked.but ily sam ( OUTFIT ) coming soon ( TAG ) abbi as JOESPH ADAM JOHNSON ( HEADER ) banner coming soon.and the lyrics are black keys by the jonas brothers ( YOURE THE VOICE ) listening to black keys by the jonas brothers
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Post by joesph adam johnson on Jul 19, 2009 17:37:34 GMT -5
ever since you left i've been a mess , - - you wont answer your phone . "why should i stop yelling, youre ruining our fucking family!" he said yelling once more. "who cares about gossip girl, its fucking gossip just like it says in her name" he told her. "all that shit is childish and honestly no one should pay attention to it because when you show that it upsets you, youre giving that gossip girl more reason to keep it going" he said. his eyes then widened when she said that she was raped. he couldnt believe it, he wanted to trap down this angel kid and kill him! he grabbed her arm and pulled her into his arms, holding her. "no no...i love you, i do." he told her truthfully. "i was upset because i just thought you cheated, i didnt know you were raped" he said holding her tighter with one arm while stroking her hair with the other. "im so sorry" he said. "if i see that angel kid i swear..." he began, but didnt finish his sentence.
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jul 19, 2009 17:59:32 GMT -5
the black keys never looked so beautiful a perfect rainbow never looked so dull and the lights are out but theres still a bright glow,oh
Mikayla felt herself being pulled into his arms.She cried into his chest,not really knowing what to say to him,she just listened.She felt so safe,so comfortable in his arms.She had missed being in his arms,it was where she belonged."its okay,you didnt know.."she murmed into his chest,"i love you,so much.i would never cheat on you.you are the only person i could ever love.got it?"she said,with a slight smile,pulling back from his grasp to look at him,so grateful to be in his arms again
( NOTES )--it sucked.but ily sam ( OUTFIT ) coming soon ( TAG ) abbi as JOESPH ADAM JOHNSON ( HEADER ) banner coming soon.and the lyrics are black keys by the jonas brothers ( YOURE THE VOICE ) listening to black keys by the jonas brothers
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Post by joesph adam johnson on Jul 20, 2009 0:15:47 GMT -5
ever since you left i've been a mess , - - you wont answer your phone . he smiled as he held her in his arms. he wiped away the last of her tears. "yeah i should of known" he told her. he looked down into her eyes. "you should know that i could never hate you" he said. "and im totally gonna hurt that angel kid when i see him" he added, gritting his teeth when he said angel's name. he couldnt believe that that kid had the nerve to do that to mikayla. it made him angry to just think about it so he dropped the thought. "but im just glad that we are good again" he said kissing her quickly.
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