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Post by newt devan livingston on Aug 26, 2009 20:05:37 GMT -5
Are you kidding me right now? he said. Sharpay, I hired a nanny because im moving back to New York to go back to Julliard as well. I was going to mention it to you to see if it would be okay if i hired a nanny to look after Tori during the day. But, if it was a problem, i wouldn't mind you taking her for the day at all. But, i dont know what to do anymore. he said. This was killing him. Honestly, I was moving to have a clean slate, and so i wouldnt bump into you and have a akward silence.
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Post by sharpay elizabeth evans on Aug 26, 2009 21:59:56 GMT -5
Sharpay was shocked. God. This had to have been a dream. It HAD to have been. "Oh. Wow. I see..." Sharpay said. "Well, this is awkward enough for me..." Sharpay said. She wanted to kiss him. It was a random thought but it popped up in her head just as easily as cravings had when she was pregnant. They never had a last kiss though. God, was she considering asking him for one? "Um...I-Nevermind..." Sharpay said. She was going to ask him for a last kiss? Was she insane? She knew for a fact that they couldn't just kiss. If they kissed she might go crazy and say that she missed him. She wouldn't let me know. She couldn't.
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Post by newt devan livingston on Aug 26, 2009 22:52:58 GMT -5
He knew that face. That was the face that got him into bed with her. He told himself he wasn't going to do this but he did anyways. Sharpay, i miss you. I want you back in my life. Tori wants you back in her life. I know that in three days the divorce will be final. After that, my life will offically be ruined because i let the woman i love get away. I don't want to let that happen. But, I guess im going to have too. he looked at her. I know you probably dont want to be with me anymore. So I want you just.. he hesitated. take tori.. it killed him to say that. Tori was his little girl, he loved her more than life at the moment. And go to Julliard. I will stay at U of A. I don't want to make things anymore akward. he said. Getting up, and heading out of the living room.
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Post by sharpay elizabeth evans on Aug 26, 2009 23:02:07 GMT -5
Sharpay couldn't believe this. He was just letting her...have Victoria? Have her? Like that? She couldn't let him do this. She loved him. She really did. Sharpay set Tori down carefully in her little basinet thing, then ran towards him. She grabbed his arm, spinning him around. "No. Newt. You're wrong. I want to be with you. I've wanted to be with you from the second I saw you. That's never going to change. I'm never going to get over you. I can't just take back every single promise, every single kiss, and I definitely don't want to take back ever saying that I loved you. Screw this damn divorce Newt. I-I can't do it anymore. I need you." Sharpay said, throwing her arms around his neck, closing her eyes. "But if we are going to really do this Newt...Promise that you'll just consider sleeping with me more often?" Sharpay asked, with a tiny giggle. She bit her lip, hoping this could just end as easily as it had started.
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Post by newt devan livingston on Aug 27, 2009 22:15:54 GMT -5
Newt wrapped his arms around her waist, pulled her closer and rested his forhead on hers. I love you Pay. was all he could say. He kissed her forhead and pulled her head into his chest. He squeezed tightly but not too tightly around her lower back. He took in the aroma of her hair. It smelt like Vanilla and Coconut. She always smelt like that No, im still the same Newton. he said and closed his eyes. Not moving a muscle.
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Post by sharpay elizabeth evans on Aug 27, 2009 22:25:03 GMT -5
As much as Sharpay loved him, she hated the way he acted sometimes...well...half of the time. He was her biggest weakness and annoyance. Sharpay pushed him away and went back into the living room. "Why? Why don't you want to sleep with me Newt?! We're married! That's what married people do! Is there something wrong with me?!? What is it? Am I not good enough?" Sharpay asked, tossing her hands in the air, letting them fall down to her sides. He was just so irritating. Why didn't he want to sleep with her? Really? Was it that Sharpay pushed him to do it? Or maybe she just...wasn't good enough? Sharpay looked at him. There really wasn't much of a doorway leading out of the main living room in the Evans' house, but it was more like a very high arch. She looked at him once again. "Just tell me..." she asked quietly, crossing her arms over her chest, choosing a spot on the floor to stare at, not wanting to meet his eyes.
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Post by newt devan livingston on Aug 27, 2009 22:28:29 GMT -5
See this is why I left you! We are all happy one second then you go and blow up at me for no fucking reason at all! Im done. Im done, no matter how much it hurts i dont care anymore.You dont care about my feelings, then i dont care about yours. He picked up Tori and put her in her carriage and headed for the door.
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Post by sharpay elizabeth evans on Aug 27, 2009 22:33:12 GMT -5
Sharpay gawked at him and ran after him, getting in front of him, standing in front of the door, her back firmly pressed against it. "I never care about your feelings?! Really?! Then why do I dye my hair back and forth from brown to blond? Because you don't like it brown. And why did I stop drinking? For you. And for Tori. I blow up at you for the same reason. Because apparently, I'm not good enough for you to sleep with, Newt! My God, I swear you're turning into a God damn monk. Maybe you should take sex ed again. Or better yet, DO become a monk. Then I can have Tori all to myself." Sharpay said, spreading her arms across the door so that he couldn't get out.
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Post by newt devan livingston on Aug 27, 2009 22:37:33 GMT -5
Sharpay. MOVE! he squeezed his fist harder and harder by the minute. ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS SEX YOU THINK THAT IS THE ONLY THING ABOUT A MARRIAGE! ITS NOT. I ACTUALLY LOVE YOU. AND YES, SEX IS GOOD. ITS REAL GOOD. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?! I GET SICK OF IT EVERY FLIPPING NIGHT! YOU KNOW WHAT SHARPAY MY DICK IS SORE?! YOU TOOK OFF MY PURITY RING. YOU COULDNT WAIT LIKE A YEAR. UNTIL I WAS ACTUALLY READY. I WASNT READY THEN. I AM NOW, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT!? YOU SUCK AT HAVING SEX. YOU REALLY DO SORRY TO BREAK IT TO YOU HUNNIE BUT YOU DO. he huffed. Please, move.
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Post by sharpay elizabeth evans on Aug 27, 2009 22:46:39 GMT -5
Sharpay gawked at him. "Thanks for that information..." Sharpay muttered under her breath. Sharpay glared at him. If looks could kill...Well if looks could kill Sharpay probably wouldn't even be alive, but the point is, if looks could kill, Newt would've fallen to the floor. Without thinking, Sharpay slapped him. "If that's really the way you feel why the hell did you give in that night at the park? If I remember right, and I do, you're the one that gave in and pushed me up against that damn tree!" Sharpay said. "Admit it. You want me. Right now." Sharpay said with a smirk. Sharpay was a bit full of herself, sure, but she had a feeling she was right. Although she couldn't deny that she wanted him right at that second. She always wanted him though, but she couldn't help it now. She was feeling a thousand different emotions and she couldn't keep them all straight. She just wanted this to all be over.
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