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Post by chad michael danforth on Sept 5, 2009 22:58:37 GMT -5
Chad had been carefully thinking about the decisions he had made in the past few weeks. He was, before, torn in half between two girls he truly did love, and one he was married to. But now, Ashley wouldnt talk to him and she told him she wanted a divorce and nothing more to do with him. And at that moment.. he realized... that was his cue. She basically told him to go be with Gabriella. Besides, Chad didn't want to be with someone who just is happy one day and hating him the next, and that was what he and ashley's relationship really was. He was maturing. He didn't want to deal with it anymore. All he wanted was a girl that loved him for who he was, flaws and all, and that's exactly who gabriella was.
He rushed and got his car keys and drove to Gabriella's house. He stopped as soon as he got out of his car. What was he doing? He had broken her heart and now expects her to take him back just like that? His confidence slowly went away and asking himself whether to drive back home and think this over again. But he couldn't. He needed to let her know that he truly loved her and it was a mistake letting her go all those times. He felt like such a fool, but walked up to her door and knocked. [[ Although I did do a pretty post, I am not putting the little thing at the bottom saying, outfit, notes, or whatever. =P lol text credit to dana.. i believe.. i found it in a old post on here. ]]
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Post by gabriella katherine montez on Sept 7, 2009 15:09:15 GMT -5
Gaby was on season six of One Tree Hill at this time, Mady and Matt were taking their nap. She was in the same clothes as last night when she was sleeping. Blue plaid pajama pants and a white tank top. She was under a big soft green blanket, everything was a bit better. ALthough, there were still kleenex all over the place. She then heard an unexpected knock at the door. Come in. she said. She knew it had to be one of her friends.
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Post by chad michael danforth on Sept 7, 2009 15:59:16 GMT -5
Chad nervously opened the door and saw Gabriella next to a pile of kleenexes.. God.. look what I've done.. I hate seeing her like this.. so broken hearted.. so sad.. He looked at her for a minute, trying to telepathically tell her what he needed to say, but he couldnt. He kept looking at her, with a guilty expression on his face. Yet, he felt like he needed to be there for her.. as a friend, but also as someone who felt the same way she did. I need to talk to you... face to face.
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Post by gabriella katherine montez on Sept 9, 2009 17:11:47 GMT -5
As soon as Gaby seen Chad, she hurried to clean up the kleenex's and the mess surrounding her, and sat up. Wiping the strands of hair away from her face. Hi. she said, trying not to look at his face. Because when she usually did, she felt something in her stomach, something that she never wanted to feel again. Like, a heat wave bursted inside her stomach, and all of a sudden she felt amazing. Oh.. about what? she added.
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Post by chad michael danforth on Sept 10, 2009 17:19:20 GMT -5
About.. us. He saw the expression on her face. She was hurt and probably didn't really want to talk to him. Chad didn't blame her, though. He just wanted to tell her he loved her, but he wanted to talk before he did, or else she wouldn't take him seriously.
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Post by gabriella katherine montez on Sept 13, 2009 10:32:02 GMT -5
Okay go ahead. Im willing to listen if you're willing to talk to me.. she said. Putting her head down, playing with her nails. I can't believe im doing this.. she mumbled to herself.
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Post by chad michael danforth on Sept 13, 2009 18:23:21 GMT -5
He looked at her expression again and it proved him right. He immediately noticed she wasn't very happy he was here, just like he had thought. Again, he had suspected this the whole time, but decided to take a risk anyway. He needed to say how he felt, even if she thought it was all complete lies. Gabriella, I know I hurt you. I've hurt multiple people over these past couple of weeks and truthfully, I think I should probably be locked up some place isolated from society to keep from hurting anyone else. Beside the point, there's something you need to hear from me and it's the complete truth, even though you might not think so. First of all, you of all people know I've messed up many times before, an example would be basically all my high school years. And yet.. you, Gabriella, has probably been one of like.. two people that have stayed by my side during the rough times of my life. Ashley, on the other hand, has been there, but we've fought so many times that to be honest, it seems like all she wanted to do was just fight with me. And all those times I've said that those fights made us stronger as a couple? I've realized what I've been saying was complete lies because those fights just ruined me. There was too much pain, too much dishonesty. But you're not like that, not at all. You're sweet, kind, smart and beautiful. I know now that the biggest mistake in my life I've made recently was hurting you and making you think that all I've said before was lies. You might think that's just cheesy and untrue, but I'm not lying to you. I love you Gabriella Montez, even though you might not love me. After his speech, he waited for her reaction. He should have just headed out the door, but being a risk taker today, he wanted to know what she had to say to him.
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Post by gabriella katherine montez on Sept 14, 2009 16:03:59 GMT -5
As tears rolled down her face she didn't know what to say to all of that. Chad, you have hurt me more then once, all of them have to do with Ashley in some sort of way. After you chose neither of us why are you all of a sudden coming back to me? Of course I still love you, and I always will Chad. But, you told me you loved me while you told Ashley you loved her as well, and well to be honest. That broke my heart, to know that you loved two girls and knowing that i couldn't have you all to myself. She said. She finally looked up at him. Finishing playing with her long, pink nails.
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Post by chad michael danforth on Sept 16, 2009 1:53:52 GMT -5
The reason is that while I thought all this time that Ashley truly loved me and I loved her.. I was wrong. Even though she told me over and over that she did, she didn't. If she had, she wouldn't have fought with me all those times and just ignored me after saying I made a mistake when I didn't even know what I did. Gabriella, I don't blame you at all if you hate me. Again, I hate that I was such a jerk to you these past few weeks. I want to change that and not treat you like that anymore. But if you don't think I can change, I completely understand. I've lost your trust and I'd do anything in the world to gain it back... He looked at her the whole time he was talking. When he was finished, his thought of himself changed from risk taker to complete fool. He thought of himself as untrustable, a loser, a jerk, and any or synonyms of those words.
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Post by gabriella katherine montez on Sept 16, 2009 14:51:45 GMT -5
Chad I love you, but even though I still love you doesnt mean its going to change anything! She stood up, then put her hand on his shoulder. Why would it change anything? she asked.
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