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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 17, 2008 15:26:25 GMT -5
Mikayla was laying on her bed,wearing >this<.She was crying again.Her world was falling apart.Joe kissed Sharpay.She wasnt sure if they were together again or not.Sharpay and her werent friends,and she still had an eating disorder.She'd had it for about two years and she thought it went away,but it hadnt.She was sick from not eating,but she felt so fat.She only weight ninety-nine pounds,less than an eleven-year-old she knew,she weighted one hundered ten pounds.She felt like she was overweight,and it had gotten worse because she thought that maybe Joe had kissed Sharpay because Mikayla wasnt good enough.Thats why Mikaylas hair was in a beautiful,perfect style,she was wearing a lot of cover-up and a ton of cherry lip gloss.She also hadnt been eating.She wasnt pretty enough,she wasnt sweet enough.If she could be more perfect,more like Sharpay,then maybe,just maybe,he'd love her. |
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Post by daniel salvitore matthews on Jun 17, 2008 15:33:19 GMT -5
Joe was walking towards his room, but saw Mikayla laying on her bed crying. He walked in and sat on the edge of her bed. "Hey...What's wrong??" Joe asked, softing rubbing her back.
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 17, 2008 15:39:46 GMT -5
Everything.. she said,muffled somewhat by her pillow.Her brown locks cascaded down her back as she sobbed.She felt so sick.She felt confused.What was everyone's problem?
Nobody even cared enough to noticed her sudden decrease in weight or her increase in use of makeup,or the extra pains she took with her hair and picking out outfits.
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Post by daniel salvitore matthews on Jun 17, 2008 15:45:24 GMT -5
"You're talking about what happened at the prom aren't you?" Joe asked, sighing. "Well, I already apologized and you know that I still love you...And Mikayla, Sharpay apologized to you. I know she's really sorry about it too." Joe said. He noticed how much make up she was wearing. "What's with all the make-up??" Joe asked.
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 17, 2008 15:48:35 GMT -5
Oh,well I was half asleep this morning when I put it on,I wasnt aware of what I was doing; she lied,then said And yes,but me and Sharpay and I got in a huge fight and I just...dont know if... her voice got quieter if I can trust you as much as I did..
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Post by daniel salvitore matthews on Jun 17, 2008 15:53:22 GMT -5
"What do you mean?" he asked gently. "So, you want to be with me, but you don't know if you can trust me?" Joe asked. That really hurt him. "And Sharpay was at least trying to apologize. You know how she is." Joe said. He wasn't sure about her make-up lie though. "Are you sure? You've been looking a little skinnier lately too. Are you not eating?" Joe asked. He could tell she probably was. He wasn't totally oblivious to things she did. He payed attention some of the time.
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 17, 2008 15:59:37 GMT -5
Yes,but just dont take it that way,Joe.I mean,I love you so much,but its just hard to be hurt,you know? she told him.Yes,well,You should know how I i am she countered when he defended Sharpay."Yeah,Im sure Joe.And why wouldnt I eat? she asked
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Post by daniel salvitore matthews on Jun 17, 2008 16:04:27 GMT -5
"I don't know. You've been through a lot lately. With the kiss and the prom just in general. And, I think that maybe you should forgive Sharpay...I'm the one that kissed her. I just caught her off guard. She didn't know how to take it. She was suprised and it was prom after all; she was mad and she was excited but she just was confused." Joe said. "I know I shouldn't be defending her. But...I hate seeing you like this and I'm sure she's just as upset as you are. You guys were nearly together every minute of the day, Mikayla." Joe said.
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Post by mikayla renee johnson on Jun 17, 2008 16:11:43 GMT -5
Whatever she said,in her usual reply to something she didnt want to reply to.She winced unnoticably because her stomach hurt so bad with hunger but she didnt want to gain anymore weight and become more overweight then she already was.She didnt want to seem like she didnt eat,so she and Joe went downstairs to get some sandwhiches gabby made for them.
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Post by daniel salvitore matthews on Jun 17, 2008 16:16:39 GMT -5
Joe ate his sandwhich and when Mikayla thought he wasn't looking, she spit it out into a napkin. "Is it not good?" Joe asked her, looking towards her eyes, but she tried to avoid him. "Mik..." Joe set his sandwich down. "Answer me." he said, not trying to be forceful, but yet he wanted answers. "You're not eating it, aren't you? You're just spitting it out into the napkin when I'm not looking." Joe assumed. He was probably right, but yet he could be wrong.
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