Post by sharpay elizabeth evans on Apr 21, 2009 21:15:06 GMT -5
i wanna touch you, you wanna touch me too !
[/i][/size][/color][/font][/center]What do you do when the only person in this world that you really have feelings for is standing right next to you? The only problem is he doesn't know your name. He probably doesn't even know that you exist? Well this feeling happened to me this morning. He's perfect. He's an eighth grader. He's hot. My best friend knows him. He's just totally amazing. I wish that I knew him. But then...Just a few minutes ago I get a message from her saying that she's going to hook us up. But the thing is over break she said he was an ass and she wouldn't do it because he liked her and yeah he's an ass. So what am I supposed to do? Go along with it like nothing's wrong? Or be the smart independent girl that everyone knows and loves and wishes they were? I say go along with it and snag the hot eighth grader. I just really can't help but feel that this could be real. I know I'm a thirteen year old and I have no idea what the fuck I feel like half the time, but I do know for a fact that I definitely could see something happening between Mat and I (I won't tell you his real name; cause my God I can never say it or think it without grinning).
The thing is I couldn't understand what my friend was typing, if I didn't mention that. So now I'm just confused as confused as ever. Do I go for him? Even though he was standing next to me for 10 seconds and I didn't udder a word to the dude because if I did I'd probably a.) totally make an idiot out of myself b.) choke up, look like an idiot in the process or c.) throw up on him from my nervousness. Yeah. Either way I look like the ass in the situation. And I know another thing. No one is probably gonna read this or care, but if you do I appreciate it. Thanks. Just give me advice, please? I love you guys so much! I just need advice from people who are wiser (and all older, accept Robby whose just a year younger than me-exactly) than me. So I'd appreciate advice. Thanks loves. xx.
taylor
