its alight, its okay

[robbyn telulah recknagel]

i tihink i may've gone crazy. taylor lauren <|3 gaaah. im stupid. im sorry. get on this site, read this thread and text me or something. im going insane thinking that you might be mad at me. like seriously crazy i think i havent slept since i woke up at noon yesterday and now its ten AM basically and we have yet to speak but i know you're up. i havent eaten yet. i need to. i feel sick. i keep crying. im sorry. you're the best friend i could ask for and im killing it

my mom is driving me crazy. like seriously. i mean i love that she is honest with me to help, but being mean and breaking my heart when im not even singing...or talking about singing...is that really nessecary.

my sisters are driving me crazy. gretta especially. she's so mean, always yelling at me for something i didn't do.

this summer is driving me crazy. pretty girls hang with pretty girls, and ugly girls stay alone. this summer..i've been alone, aside from wednesday.

my stomach is driving me crazy. ive lost weight, i havent had a good meal in forever and im so hungry. ugh

my dad's side of the family is driving me crazy. i hate them all. they're all lying, theving people who are missing almost all of their teeth and this may sound horrible but i hope they all go to hell. except my stepgrandpa and aunt jill. poor, poor stepgrandpa.

the kids from school are driving me crazy. hannah, ashlie, and adrian didn't like me at the beginning of the year because i wore a bow in my hair? gee, you guys are GREAT friends *sarcasm* byron is such a jerk. ugh. i hope he dies. seriously. i mean, i understand if he was upset with me because i broke up with him, but then to date me on and off eight times just to break my heart is terrible. because i had totally fallen for him and how he was so much like me. but then he had to go and date every girl who i became friends with. katlynn, holly, priscilla, lindsey, holly, autumn. ugh. die byron. seriously. i mean it

myself is driving me crazy. im so ugly and fat. i cant act. i cant sing. im a horrible person

and worst of all, ive gone crazy