( blog; part 1 )

[sharpay elizabeth evans]

cause i can't turn to you
WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART

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[/b][/i]ear Blog Readers,

Today, I realized that life isn't full of best friends or happy endings or dates that go right or even the perfect guy. No; it's full of people that piss you off, piss on you, and you want to piss on. Today, my friends had an issue, I tried to solve it and it blew up in my face, so that's IT! I'm sick and tired of fighting her battles for her. AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THAT STUPID IDIOT WHO SUPPOSEDLY LIKED ME! Ugh. He's a jerk! He called me gross because my friend (one of the ones i mentioned in the fight above) had to go tell him that I like him. I might like him, but she had NO right to do that! We were fine flirting absentmindedly with no one bugging us! And I'm tired of being told how the hell to feel about a boy! I want to just be who I am without getting into these fucking arguements that I have NO business being in.


Mostly?

I want to move to L.A., marry Jason, and get my life officially started because now; it feels like him in high school, when i'm only in junior high. Someone tell me that things get better. Because I have no hope.[/size]



Love,
Taylor
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[hollywood emily addison]

taylor, dont worry, things will get better. im in my 3rd year of high school....and ive had ups and downs. everyone does. i will tell you what my brother (whose also my best friend) told me last spring when i felt this way. there will be times where you will have nobody, where it seems like nobody cares, but there are alos goign to time where your going to have so many people....you wount know what to do. right now, focus on school and dont get mixed up in drama. it the worst thing you can do! (trust me!) i could go on and on about what happend to me last year, but i wont. just trust me when i say, things are going to get better. i promise. now you have to promise me you wont let these things get to you, not liek they got to me! i need you to make me that promise. you can talk to me anytime tay, lord knows ive been to the edge of the abyss and back!

love you tay.
heather

[sharpay elizabeth evans]

i promise. and i have to get straight a's again anyway. that's really good advice =) thank you, heather.

[hollywood emily addison]

:] your welcome.

[chad michael danforth]

Mar 3, 2009 20:03:30 GMT -5 hollywood emily addison said:

taylor, dont worry, things will get better. im in my 3rd year of high school....and ive had ups and downs. everyone does. i will tell you what my brother (whose also my best friend) told me last spring when i felt this way. there will be times where you will have nobody, where it seems like nobody cares, but there are alos goign to time where your going to have so many people....you wount know what to do. right now, focus on school and dont get mixed up in drama. it the worst thing you can do! (trust me!) i could go on and on about what happend to me last year, but i wont. just trust me when i say, things are going to get better. i promise. now you have to promise me you wont let these things get to you, not liek they got to me! i need you to make me that promise. you can talk to me anytime tay, lord knows ive been to the edge of the abyss and back!

love you tay.
heather

I competely agree with Heather. Take it from me, because I've been there too. I focused WAYYY too much on my friends and their drama and found out my grades were slipping. I almost failed a class.. and I don't even really make B's but mostly A's... anyway, I focused more on school and now I'm at the top 10% of my freshmen class and I'm making A's. Im starting to focus on my friends more now since I know I can keep the grades high. But don't COMPLETELY ignore your friends.. I've been there too. Try to balance it out. XD