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Post by hollywood emily addison on Mar 31, 2009 18:22:35 GMT -5
holly sat on a swing. she sighed as she was waiting for brandon. she had just texted him to meet her there. she still didnt know what she should say to him. needless to say, her stomach was in knots.
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Post by brandon carter on Mar 31, 2009 18:27:05 GMT -5
Brandon had recieved the text a couple of minutes back and was now on his way to meet his girfriend? he didnt exactly know where they stood as they never really spoke about things.They just tended to act like they were together but he never got an official memo.The way she texted him though made him feel like something was up.She never sounded so serious before and it worried him slightly.Not that he would show it.He would just play it cool like he always did because that was typical Brandon.The boy saw the familiar blonde perched in a swing when he entered the park and he gradually proceeded up to her, looking her in the eyes and raising one eyebrow "i'd say boo but you've already seen me now so it takes away the edge doesnt it.." he grinned as he let out a little sarcasm.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Mar 31, 2009 18:31:48 GMT -5
holly looked up and saw brandon and smiled up at him. he always did make her laugh. yeah, i uh....i guess it does. she cleared her throat and looked down. she had no idea how she was goign to break the news to him. what where they anyway? would he even care? she opened her mouth to speak, but no words came out. she sighed and closed her mouth again.
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Post by brandon carter on Mar 31, 2009 18:38:08 GMT -5
The way Holly looked up at him made him feel uneasy, though he smiled through it.He never was one to show how he truly felt."kinda does?" he questioned and sat next to her, swinging back and forth lightly "psh, if a mass murderer came up to you and said 'hey girl, im gonna chase you' it would take away the fear, honestly...you know it would" he gave a little grin, after all he still didnt know why he was here and he wasnt really sure if he wanted to know so he would just continue rambling randomly as always, as if everything was normal.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Mar 31, 2009 18:41:02 GMT -5
holly quickly smiled but then sighed. this was way harder than she thought. look, um....i uh.....i told you come here for a reason.....um.... holly still couldnt look at him. she figured it would be the best way. easier.
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Post by brandon carter on Mar 31, 2009 18:47:41 GMT -5
Suddenly Brandon came to a hault on the swing.Yeah it was exactly what he thought, something was up with the girl and he was certain he was about to find out what it was.The way she spoke nervously kinda gave it away.The boy stared at her, knowing she wasnt willing to make eye contact with him anytime soon."look hol.." he started forgetting his random statements from earlier."i know this stuttering is the start of something else so why dont you just get straight to the point..you know i hate waiting." he said, perhaps a little bitterly.He wasnt sure why it was his old roots coming through, plus he didnt need to be psychic to know something bad was coming.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Mar 31, 2009 18:50:36 GMT -5
holly closed her eyes and took a deep breath. im dating somebody! she blurted out before she could think. she got up from the swing and started walking. sorry for wasting your precious time. she said bitterly as she folded her arms and started walking again.
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Post by brandon carter on Mar 31, 2009 18:55:21 GMT -5
Brandon felt his jaw drop.In fact if he hadnt have realised that second he was pretty sure it would have descended to the ground he was that shocked.Sure he expected something bad but this? That was like a shot through the heart.All the time he had spent longing for her and he was too afraqid to actually admit how he felt and now she had a boyfriend again!! he felt like ripping his hair out, he felt like hitting the guy that she was dating, he felt like jumping from the swing and having a crazy fit.Thoguh he didnt, his eyebrows formed into a deep frown as he watched her stand up."WHAT..." he almost yelled as he stood up too."what the hell..." he called to her as she began to walk away."oh and what was i Holly, just a space filler until you found somebody better?" he asked bitterly "well enjoy getting down and dirty with him... you know thats all he wants you for" he obviously let the anger take control of him because he didnt know what he was talking about, he hadnt even met the guy.
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Post by hollywood emily addison on Mar 31, 2009 19:02:43 GMT -5
holly felt the anger heat up her face. her hands were now in tight fists. and her jaw was clentched. she turned around and looked him in the eye how dare you!!!! you dont even know him!! thats the last thing we do! he knows me. we talk!!!! he knows me like you dont! YOU DONT KNOW ME! she yelled. AND ANOTHER THING...YOU WERENT JUST SOMEONE TO FILL IN THE SPACE!!! I DIDNT EXPECT TO MEET HIM!!!! NOR DID I EXPECT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM!
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Post by brandon carter on Mar 31, 2009 19:07:07 GMT -5
Brandon took note of the anger she was giving off but he was too pissed off to care at the moment.So he made her angry, what right did she have to be a bitch? she basically just crushed him into a million pieces and she probably didnt even realise it."what so all the years of friendship we had meant nothing to you?" he asked feeling himself fall into sadness "so we never talked, i never understood who you were and what you wanted?" he asked sarcastically and pointed to her "screw you hollywood, you suck you know that.." he laughed bitterly and shrugged his shoulders "but why should i care right, im just brandon..im just that idiot that stands at the sidelines and watches you go through guys like toilet paper, its always been my job hasnt it? im the shoulder you cry on, not the hand you hold..." he gritted his teeth and looked down to the floor.She loved someone else, she really and truly did..and there was nothing he could do about it.He wasnt admitting defeat though, he just didnt know what to feel at the moment, if he actually felt anything."so can i ask you this...if you love him so much, who the fuck is he?" he questioned and looked up to her.
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