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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 6, 2009 10:18:46 GMT -5
Ryan looked at her, defeated and upset."i did..but it wasnt until afterwards...it just kind of happened martha, it didnt last for that long" he sighed, he wasnt really doing himself justice "you and i had been so distant, and im not making excuses i just..." he paused, looked to the ground and watched the rain soak into the grass "i dont know" he looked back up to her "i want to be with you, i want to make things better...i just, dont know if we'll be the same, its not like what i did was something that can be forgotten"he replied. [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 6, 2009 17:22:55 GMT -5
martha looked at him. "ive been busy with work at the law firm and you know that!!!! they just gave me a 2 month vacation! so im sorry if you feel that me having to work on a huge case is avoiding you." she wasnt using her angry voice, and she still didnt raise it once. "and ryan, you know ive wanted to be with you since the first day i saw you back in seventh grade." she sighed. "did it mean anything? did you feel anything at all?"
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 7, 2009 10:46:54 GMT -5
Ryan sighed and put his head in his hands for a moment or two before regaining composure, he looked up to her "i didnt mean that its your fault, i meant..i just felt like we arent the same as we used to be..and thats no reason for me to do what i did but.." he paused, he couldnt really explain himself, he had done something terrible.His eyes lit up a little when she said her next words, that she always wanted to be with him, it gave him some kind of hope."i know, i just dont know why you are so perfect..so forgiving..." he replied and shook his head almost immediatley when she asked him if it meant anything "no...not really..i mean, it was just...weird, it was ashley you know" he didnt know how to put it. [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 9, 2009 12:20:17 GMT -5
martha sighed and shook her head. "honestly, neither do i. but theres something about you. i look at you and its so hard to stay mad." martha shrugged. she just really didnt know what else to say.
[[sorry it took so long and its this short. i have alot on my mind lately. :/]]
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 9, 2009 20:00:19 GMT -5
"well i suppose thats good for me.." he said, placing one hand against her face to wipe away the tears mixed in with the rain."im going to make this better, i promise" he said, kneeling down slightly to be face to face with her "i wont speak to her again, i wont even look at her again..its you and me now, forever" he said. [/blockquote] -aww, whats up? :/
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 9, 2009 22:59:09 GMT -5
martha shook her head and ran her fingers through his wet blond hair. no. i cant ask you to do that. shes your friend and she is......was my best friend. she sniffled a little bit.
[[its just really complicated....ill tell you i just need to sort everything out.]]
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 10, 2009 10:50:42 GMT -5
Ryan looked into marthas eyes, the touch of her hand running through his hair sent shivers down his spine, he couldnt believe he almost risked losing this woman.She made him feel things he never thought was possible yet he had still strayed, he didnt understand it."but i would rather be with you than have any friends, honestly..id give everything up for you" he stated. [/blockquote] - aww -hug- well i hope everything gets sorted soon, are you ok? x
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 10, 2009 11:45:53 GMT -5
martha kissed his forehead as she still fingerd his hair. no. i cant ask that of you. it wouldnt be right of me. be friends with who ever you want.
[[yeah...like i said....i just have alot to think about. :/]]
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 11, 2009 19:48:44 GMT -5
Her lips on his skin sent tingles through his body, he closed his eyes as she did it, trying to erase everything that happened with ashley, he couldnt believe he let it happen.He lifted his head up a little, so their lips were now inches apart "how in the world did i get someone like you?" he asked, so confused that he didnt know what else to say "someones looking out for me, thats all i have to say..." he looked into her beautiful eyes and brushed his nose with hers a little, his lips eased their way a little closer to hers, he felt the warmth from her face mingling with his, his eyes closed slowly and he placed one, tiny kiss on her soft lips.Opening his eyes again to see her reaction. [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 11, 2009 19:55:53 GMT -5
martha felt her heart start pounding. her breathing increased. she forgot what it was lik to kiss him. she blushed then leaned in for another. pressing her lips against his made her feel like she could fly. she pulled away to whisper in his ear. "i ask my self that question everyday. i dont understand how someone like me got to be with someone so incredible and amazing like you." she then went in and continued kissing
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