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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 3, 2009 11:13:48 GMT -5
Ryan turned the key in the lock, waiting for his fate.He didnt know what he was going to do, what he was going to say to martha.He had really fallen into some kind of trap and he knew he was going to be in trouble.He hated upsetting martha, he loved her...he just, messed up.The frustration was evident in his dull eyes, usually so bright.He was scared, confused, worried... [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 3, 2009 11:21:12 GMT -5
martha was in the kitchen cooking ryans favortie meal. she figured she owed it to him, considering how busy she had been with work. but now that was all over and she was going to be home more than ever as they gave her a much needed 2 month paid vacation. amber was at ryans parents house until further notice. she really felt bad for not being able to spend any time with him. when she heard the key in the lock turn, she smiled and went o greet him at the door.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 3, 2009 15:03:52 GMT -5
Ryan looked up, noticed martha smiling and walking towards him.His eyes widened automatically and he couldnt even force a smile.He shut the door behind him and frowned slightly in confusion at the smell in the house, this couldnt be happening.She was cooking his favourite meal, why did it have to be like this, why couldnt she have been horrible to him when he walked in so it would make him feel less guilty.She wouldnt though, because she was amazing.His eyes avoided hers as she came closer to him "hi.." he mumbled. [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 3, 2009 15:40:19 GMT -5
martha was slightly confused. she wrapped her arms around his neck. with one hand she played with the hair on the back of his head and with the other she ran it lightly across his face. "babe, whats the matter? something wrong? she tried desperately to make eye contact with him.
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 4, 2009 12:46:15 GMT -5
Her arms wrapped around his neck, she began to play with his hair the way she always did when they were close.His skin tingled but it wasnt the good kind, what had he done? His blue eyes looked up, to her face, then to her eyes..it killed him to see her looking so happy, usually it would bring a smile to his face but right now he couldnt even thinking about returning the happiness."i.." he started, taking a deep breath, he lifted his arms up and grabbed into her hands from around his neck, he brought her arms down and held her hands between the two of them "i have something i need to tell you" he finally said, a worried tone taking over his voice.He couldnt lie to her, he had a guilty conscience, she needed to know.
- sorry about yesterday, i was sorting out veronicas tickets and kept being on and off the phone and such xD [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 4, 2009 18:18:12 GMT -5
marthas eyes widened as her smile faded. what was going on? this was not like him at all. um.... she looked down at there hands. her brown eyes glistening as she pulled him to the couch and sat him down. she looked deep into his eyes. she took a deep breath then finally said okay, what is it?
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 4, 2009 18:21:04 GMT -5
Ryan sighed, her once happy smile faded into a worried look, there was no way back now he had to tell her.She guided him to the couch and he sat next to her, looking down at the ground but still keeping hold of her hands.He looked up, to her face and sighed "you arent gonna like this.." he started "and i understand if you completley freak out...." he then added and took a long breath "i went to see ashley the other day, to see how she was....you know after the chad thing.." he spoke slowly, not really wanting to tell her. [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 4, 2009 18:28:20 GMT -5
marthas heart started to race. something happened to ashley. oh no...is...is she okay? she thought back to back in high school and how bad her depression was. she didnt want ashley to fall back into that
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Post by Ryan Evans on Aug 4, 2009 19:12:01 GMT -5
He could see the worry in her eyes but for different reasons, she thoguht ashley was hurt and half of him wanted to just say that ashley had some kind of relapse but was ok now.Though, he knew he couldnt do that."babe...she's fine...its...its not that.." he put his hand on her leg and looked into her eyes "its just, while i was there...she told me something, she told me that...she still..well, that she still had feelings for me" he finally said it and looked down momentarily "and we kissed..." he added, gritting his teeth together as he waited for her response. [/blockquote]
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Post by Ms. Martha Evans on Aug 4, 2009 19:22:05 GMT -5
martha broke eye contact. she pushed his hand off her leg and got up. she walked back into the kitchen without a word. there was nothing she could say. she shut everything off and wnt out back. yes there was a storm going on. a thunderstorm but she didnt care. she always loved them. they calmed her down. she went out in the middle of the back yard and stood in the pouring rain.
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